scrabby bloggy

2011 already?

2011-02-06T00:42:00.003+08:00

i'm late. so late.. hahahaha. it's already February and i'm late! maybe i'm a Chinese. my new year just started. hahaha. so Happy New Year to me! :)) btw, i started to think that my blog is my personal diaries.. i don't tell people i have one. so, it is personal. :) 2010 is way back behind and 2011 is just started.. i've not much to say but, let's hope that is gonna be a good year and even better than last year! kinda excited when time past so faster. can't wait to settle down. :)

much love,

Felicia Christy

update‎ ♥

2010-12-23T11:55:00.000+08:00

the one and only.

# 1year 7months 1week 1day

5 minutes from home

2010-12-21T00:08:00.000+08:00

beach #1

beach #2

beach #3

flower #1

flower #2

flower #3

flower #4&5

flower #6&7

congratulation convocation

2010-12-20T23:40:00.000+08:00

after three years diploma, with 3.21CGPA, i finally Graduate with one (only).

parents

family

sister

Sangi

someone missing in this pictures. Love couldn't make it. as much as i hope he would, he didn't.. so, Degree next! :)

update

2010-08-19T14:27:00.000+08:00

it has been more than a month. and....

hey, i am officially 21 last Wednesday (11/08/2010). i am blessed. i'm serious. God place me far away from family but he din let me be by myself. i'm blessed with a bunch of great friends, true friend, COLORFUL new friends and class mates, and AMAZING family. what more i wanna ask from God? i'm thankful for the past 21 years i lived. my life journey had yet to finish. i'm just started. ;)

i would like to describe my life here;

friends & house mates : COLORFUL

classes : confusing.. its a GREY

food : what worst than grey? black?.... plain, tasteless.. so NO COLOR.

*i miss home. i miss Sarawak food. darn!*

the great news is, family is coming nx week! :DD and and and i'm going back for a week! :D weeee! MIRI here i come! :D

diploma '07-'10

2010-07-12T17:13:00.000+08:00

this is me. :) din change a lot. hair only.. haha.. no major changes in me within last three years..

three years in UiTM Kota Samarahan. i really do miss that place and my dear classmate. currently doing my Degree in UiTM Shah Alam, Puncak Perdana. i miss my old class, my room, my lecturers (some of it), my friends, kuching also... :( when will i go there again? hmmmm. *thinking mode*

currently

Bachelor of Science Information Studies (Hons) (Records Management)

Faculty of Information Management

transformation! :D

2010-07-09T18:17:00.000+08:00

nov '08 jan '09

sept '09

feb '10

TADAAAAAAA!!!!!

july '10... the Cleopatra look! finally get myself a bang.

i used to have big curly hair and i feel kinda hot.. hahahaha. after few years with big curly hair, i straighten my hair errr.. since Christmas 2008. since then i always have straight hair. no more curly hair. i like it cz it make me look younger! :D so, i went to Irene Saloon last month and cobaan berani mati i ask for a bang.. and d result was.... liking my new hair! wooohoo!!

*sud do it again? maybe...

2008

early 2009

middle 2009

late 2009

early 2010

(now) middle 2010

congratulations! new addition to the family.

2010-07-09T13:52:00.000+08:00

the wedding was on 28th may.

pictures speak louder than words...

God bless ur marriage and give me nephews and nieces ASAP! :D

new place and new environment!

2010-07-09T13:36:00.000+08:00

welcome to UiTM Puncak Perdana Shah Alam!! its really in the middle of nowhere ehh.. hahah. cam sarawak pun ada... i got the hostel.. its more to flat actually.. 3 rooms 2 bathrooms and no kitchen! x boleh masak kat ctok. :((

8 of us in one house.. 2, 2, 4.. im elly's roomates again, then hana n zu.. from west malaysia... most of the are west malaysian and only two of us from sarawak and christian. :D

soooo, heres our place...

everything is so near.. my class is like errr 5 minutes away.. waaaaaaa... thats the good things about it but.... its really nothing here.. right in the middle of jungle. hmmm

and just because my class is so near, i tend to be more lazy than before.. not a good sign. and, food is really really everywhere.... heaven? no.. its a hell.. omg. so, whatever it is, im thankful being here.. another level, another step to pursue my dreams. :)

i am cool, and this is my cool plan...

2010-04-30T11:45:00.000+08:00

one day, i will walk out proud with my 5 inch high heel and walk slowly in front of those shits. i will enjoy my every moment... seriously. i will... i don't want to learn how to walk fast in heel, i will walk slowly step on their dignity and clicking my heels... it is a satisfaction.

Happy Valentine`s Day

2010-02-16T15:56:00.000+08:00

14feb 2010, yes it's valentine days and also CNY! :)
here i am in Kuching and my boyfriend for the time being at Labuan. it's ok baby, like u say, everyday is our valentine's day. :)
so, Gary came to Kuching meet his lover and pass me present from my boyfie. :)

TQ love! happy valentine's day to you too! may our love getting stronger each day!

p/s: i LOVE you.

LOVE

2010-02-07T17:24:00.000+08:00

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away.
(1 Corinthians 13:4-8)

And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.
(1 Corinthians 13:13)

the best of 2009!

2010-01-19T23:33:00.000+08:00

as 2009 become history, 2010 is the present and future. it had been an amazing year, cheers to 2009.

my best of 2009.

1. i accomplish my semester 4 and 5 with 3.00 and above cgpa. not AD but im thankful.
2. being a part of Bethany youth ministry.
3. loving my family more and more.
4. having my best friend as always. my dragon! :)
5. first time ever travel alone just to meet my love one.
6. the best birthday i ever had which is:

firstly, elly and riyau bring me to My Restaurant for dinner after youth. awww! TQ "yayang". lol.

secondly, my trip to k.l, during the mid term break, yes.. i fly all the way from kuching to k.l to meet my love one. i got this roses and a surprise birthday cake from my love one. *can u imagine how happy i am?* awwwww! i love u, sweetheart!
*well basically, all my birthday celebration is the best.*

seriously, this is the first time i got a flower and celebrate belated birthday with boyfriend.. tq love. its mean a lot.

7. finally i went to Marudi! yes! meeting with love closes friends and spend time with him. :)
8. i meet Riyau, Elly's sister and we did spend "quality" times together. lol.
9. well, i feel the night life, finally and ok, that was it, cannot do always. not good, esp for me. *to those who are there... TQ for being there, special thanks to Elly Changi the greatest one. lol.*
10. CHRISTMAS&NEW YEAR with family! spending time with family during holiday.

greatest thing ever happen to me in the year of 2009 is:
im taken on the 15th of may.
im grateful to have amazing people around me, family&friends.

a year has pass, the best is yet to come. planning the future meanwhile live my life to the max but in the right way. cheers to the new year and great days ahead!

...

2010-01-17T20:57:00.000+08:00

wow.. it have been quite a while i din up date my blog. suddenly i have random thought in my mind. well i sud write it down faster later i forget.. i eat a lot of ants lately. *lame*

ok! its my final sem. gogogo! yes we can do it. final semester for my diploma, and next july i am so gonna be in Puncak Perdana Shah Alam. confident! yes! but, when i think it again, m i ready for this? i really wana pursue my study but im kinda have this homesick symptom. yea, myy to kch is not that far at all and yet me n my baby sister cry so hard every time im off to kch here. yea, being here is wonderful, study is duin just fine. but, deep inside me, i m totally a family girl. awwww. i miss home. :(

btw, seasons greeting. haha. so lambat me. yes, happy belated xmas n new year everybody. :) having great time with family, as usual we gather in my aunt n uncle house. very busy o! :)

after xmas my boyfriend Tommy came house and stay with my fam till i go back kuch. awwww. i miss him. yes, so sweet of him sleeping at my house living room with a wide open mouth. hahahah. so funny that boy. i just love him so much. all the great things he have done for me. such a sweetheart!

ouh! not to forget, i went to marudi for 5 days 4 nyte. one of the best sweet escape i ever had with him! :) ouh. all the sweet escape we have done are the best. yes, we r young and so deeply in love. crazy abt each other. RAWRR!! hahahaha. i love u Tommy Ding! :)

well, not forget to mention, we are having an additional to our family. finally, my uncle Perry is engage with aunty Julia. awwww! they both are so sweet! cant wait for their wedding! yes! i love baby so please.. i urgently need a lil cousin to take care of. Gwen is getting naughty n older. not that cute d. hahaha. still she my lil angel. *awwwww*

gtg. i love everybody! xoxo

Forsaken

2009-06-22T20:32:00.000+08:00

i took a quiz in fb "who are you... really?"

i just feel like sharing the answer that i get after finish it.

the result was:
FORSAKEN

"Sometimes you wonder about this life... is it worth living for? Your experiences have tethered your heart, your woes weigh down on your soul. It is hard for you to fathom the reason behind the hardship... but somehow you find a way. Your deep understanding of pain results in an empathy for others who have experienced similar. You will be the last to judge someone for who they are and what they've been through. You put up walls to guard yourself; but when you let someone in, they are able to see what a deep and fantastic being you are."

and.. it does fit me well.

Happy Father's Day

2009-06-21T15:49:00.000+08:00

I feel so down lately. so down.. i should start praying harder than before. too sensitive... i know. can't blame me. it hurt me a lot. just please... I'm just a human who don't judge others, don't want judge others because i know it's hurt a lot. i know how it feel. how i wish... to have someone that can stop my tears.. now. i cried till i have no more tears and it's not enough. nobody know, mummy won't know. anything bad, anything sad, i try my best to not let she feel how i feel. she suffered a lot and it's enough. anything hurt her from now own, just let me bared it, for mummy, and my family. I'm not an obedient daughter, I'm not a perfect sister, but God know how much i care for my family and I'll do anything for them to keep them safe and happy. no more suffer. just give it to me. i don't mind. because i know He always there to listen to my prayer and make me feel better. I'll keep fighting for my family and no one will stop me from doing it.

p/s: happy father's day.

i drive like a crazy woman.

2009-06-18T19:12:00.000+08:00

i was so bored and wanna go servay hypermarket to buy some food to eat for tea time. so normally i don't drive. esp manual car. unfortunately, my brother injured his leg yesterday and its very painful. so he ask me to drive while he sit next to me. OMG!! i seriousely hate driving cz i noe i'm not a good driver! I'm scared of other cars and myself as driver.. i drive sucks bha. i don't want to drive anymore. seriousely! I'm like a totally new student that just started to have my driving lesson. I'm scared of others safety and mine as well if I'm driving. i never drive alone so far. and i don't enjoy driving esp manual car. hate it!! so scary!!

to my future husband; IF U WISH TO MAKE ME UR WIFE, I NEED A MAID and A DRIVER. tq. =)

long bedian

2009-06-15T00:02:00.000+08:00

i went back to my village last week for "pesta irau / kebaktian tahunan" a.k.a Esther for APOH, TUTOH, and BARAM TENGAH. togather gather we praise the Lord. :) it was so cool and so hot. haha. so many people come and we have not enough space in church. people come and stay at some houses. my house also have a group of people from SIB Batu Niah. we get super busy for 3 days (serve and ready their food)

meanwhile, we sempat go to Tenyok. Feel so great! nice view.. loving it to the max!! :D

nice? :)

i'm waiting :)

2009-06-14T23:53:00.000+08:00

i miss him la.. waiting for him to come back to me. come fast!! i miss u so much!! hate this feeling.. :( hate being at kampung with him.. cz i can see but i CAN'T touch, CAN'T hold (but i did. :p), CAN'T kiss, CAN'T hug and so much more! tension!! so, i made a decision, DON'T wanna go back if thing doesn't change. :p awww. i just love u so much i think. :)

:)

2009-06-14T23:48:00.000+08:00

I manage to PASS it all. :)

i get 3.27 for my 4th semester. my Cgpa is 3.18.. arghh! not good enough. still can do better! :) but TQ Lord for the wisdom You give me, and hear my prayer. i manage to pass every subject. :) i was worry sick about my PC maintainace ll for my carry mark was suck! yet i got a B for the subject. :) so grateful. :D

15.05.2009

2009-06-12T09:39:00.000+08:00

i ♥ u

I'm officially own by my Mr. Love Bug. :)

now I'm having my sweetest love ever. :) still remember the night he propose me to be his Girlfriend (OFFICIALLY) awww. wat a night to be remember. he so sweet. :) awhss. enuf read, now see. :D

i stress

2009-04-24T13:18:00.000+08:00

im currently in exam mood. CRAZY!! i hate the timetable for my final this sem. hopefully i do well in my paper. sux!! less confident to get awesome result bt hopefully its OK. kinda feel its very taff dis sem. i stress up. couldn't study and my course have too many things to memorize. its actually we need to MEMORIZE all of it. hell! my course is a reading course bhaa...!!! information management a.k.a library science. what u think?? not cool enuf is it? TRY la! see u can handdle all d facts and memorize everything not. huhhh! enough sh*tting, watch me stress. picture speak louder than my bubling here.. :)

it started with..

then.. i STRESS!

i started to talk with Mr.Chipmunk

THANKFUL :)

2009-04-17T00:19:00.000+08:00

i have a lot of things happen around me lately, i realize, its a bless for me.. my BIG MAN always be with me.

- i have quite good result in some of my tests.. well, overall, i manage to pass it all. :)

-last minute accomplish my assignment, i manage to finish it on time. well done group. :)

-presentation? its good, just nice. all of my group members :)

-family, awesome! we raise by a single mother + daddy positive support. i can feel the blessing is like the rain. what happen to my family show that He never fail us. TQ. :)

-friendship doing great. i will never be alone. and please do keep me with u always. :)

-love... love... love.... I'm speechless. u are a great person. trust me. i can't ask for more but to wait for the right time to finish up what have we both started this year. it's growing everyday. :)

-i need guidance in my revision.. lack of inspiration and mood of study.. hehe. so, I'm trying to do my best to give my very best to get the best. :)

>> so thank you Lord for everything. every bless that u pour into my life. =)

melepas rinduuu... :D

2009-04-16T20:06:00.000+08:00

i notice i talk a lot about my fren, fam n Tommy. my brother left behind. lol. sory. din mention u doesnt mean don mish u. :) i mish our moment.... mybro is my geng n my bff. mish all the lamest thing u ever done and ur LAME joke... same woth Tommy la u... yea!!! byk persamaan just u agak cerewet in ur physical appearance n stylo.. hehe. bring Tommy shop with u next time... ekekeke. wa..... teacher ha? i mean part time. COOL!! i like.. :) nice chat today. make me laff a lot... i mean A LOT... like everyday i laff a lot. bt since im PMS n my fav sweater stolen, my mood gone n u manage to make me laff till drop head just nw.. :D ok... DEMO time!!

msn:

i say : gt cikgu hesem ka there??

bob say: tek, akui nah anan pa.. hehe. meaning= got, dats me.. hehe

i say: OMG... hahahahahahaaha..
malu sy....

bob say: buat apa? bukan bogel pun...

i say: ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!! prasannnnnnnnn.. hahahaha

p/s: i miss u my brother. :)

errr??

2009-04-15T18:33:00.000+08:00

i geddit bha.. getting fat day by day. so silly me. hate it!! seriously.. i own a belly n stomach like a pregnant lady. hell yea. during my first semester. from miri to kuching, when im about to aboard, the stewardess asks me: excuse me miss, are u pregnant? bulls**t!! haha. with my calm, sweet, innocent face i say : no, im not. STUPID!! can ka a virgin get pregnant. ow.... exceptional for Virgin Mary. =) anyway, i cant diet.. i have gastrict. i woke up late today n i had my late lunch, about 2p.m then i slept! i was trying to finish my notes. i SUPPOSE to!! but then i slept!! i can hear in the air richard shout me "MORON"!! haha. i slep for 2 hours somethng. then when i wake up, i gastrict! n feel my period pain! urrrrgggggggghhhhhhhh!!! got ka people like me? its my 3rd day of PMS... 3rd day!!!!! still in pain till today. i feel it. double the tripple the painful!! wondering... if Adam n Eve don't do the mistake they did before.. will i still feel the pain? hmmmmm...

anyway, i talk with love bug last night. like usual.. :) lately we have very nice talk. so nice till i dn wna hag up the phone. wonder how my day gonna be w/out talking to u babe. hmmmm. i noe, its too much sometime.... ok2... everytime? hehehehe. cant help myself. :) i want to know more about u. if u let me too. p/s: i heart u.

Elly... Elly... is there any meaningfull day w/out u? haha. love to laugh out loud. i'm comfortable now. not too much, not too less. just nice. :) good recipe thou.. stop eat!! haha. i mean dont stop. LOL. tq for everything. :) i get u, u get me.

uitm.. usha taqwa mulia... hahhahaha. wateverrrrrrrrr.. appriciate all the oppurtunity i get. never ask for more. its great. tq my BIG MAN!! :) life is good. great? hehe. lots of friends, colorful attitude.. haha. enuf by saying got bright, light n dark COLOURS of ATTITUDE. same goes mine. improving myself.... :) keep praying!! hehe.

fell like wna plan for my holiday... what i wna do ahhhh... hmmmmm. spending time with family of course. :) additoinal 1 place for someone new in my life. :) errrrrrr.. hehe. anyway, im doin great, we both doin great, all of us doin great.. in His way.

dark secret :)

2009-04-14T22:14:00.000+08:00

i got dark secret....

1. im running out of cash. :) hehehehe

2. within 5 days to final exam, not yet study. hehehehe

3. i gain some more weight... i think la. too scared to check. Gulp!!!

4. my hp getting worst... i think la...

5. i desperately miss shopping.. shyett!

6. i eat too much lately.. fat! fat! fat!

7. i haven't berak.... sux! like usual, few days oredy.

8. im EMOTIONAL.. my tears are cheap.

9. i want something so bad and i scared coz i know i want it.. WTF.

10. i think its gonna happen my babe.......

fast and furious :D

2009-04-14T21:39:00.000+08:00

PANTAS DAN GARANG 4

hahahahaahahaahhaaha. me and elly laff so hard reading the translation of the title on "fast and furious 4" LOL! "PANTAS DAN GARANG"??? fuyoooooo!! wat a name.... >> still laffing. XD
anyway, its not dat good. besa jer pun. wateva la. i love watch movie bha. :) can't wait to go back and watch movie with my geng!! im coming peeps!! :D

a week before final

2009-04-13T14:11:00.000+08:00

the Drag n Dragon :)

- I feel pretty. feel jerr. :p so i took pictureS. :D (i'm sory elly. ur hp jd mangsa.. hehehehe). d day so nice, me n elly look nice, dress look nice, everythng look nice. im so thankful. it gifts from God. :) another blessed day from Him.

- Afif invite me n Elly to his house last saturday.. d kakak bertunang. the house so nice. i tell elly i would like to have a house like afif's when i get married later. so nice. :) so.. when its me, elly n afif together, im d middlewoman.. scary la u two!! cut it off. uhhhh h. :(

- i love Bethany Ministries. SERIOUSLY. maybe because of the influence from Elly, yet, i feel so good. im not oh~so religiouse person but yea... i feel closer with God. i eager to know and study His words more n more n more...... :) thank God for never give up in me. i feel blessed. every single day that i breath, i know U owez there. :) TQ

- being in Elly place, its peaceful. feel like home.. TQ for kutip me n accept me. :) everyday i feel closer and closer to them. went to the Kpg TAEE last sunday after lunch. nice house. :) modern kampung la!! anyway, me n elly merayo2 arround the area and guess wat??!!! kitten in d middle of the road. OMG!! luckily elly din langgar it and the 4 wheel car behind us just drive tru it. luckily d kitten x dilanggar. fuhhh!! so, we turn arround to move the kitten from d middle of the road.

- normally im goin back on sunday but i change my mind, balik on Monday la. and its Monday... we not yet balik campus. haha. tomorow morning la!! LOL. i amat kuat makan oooo.... like pig!! (Gwen hehe. i read u. :D) i went to open air, got satay PIG!! miri dn have bha... then got mee kering goreng!! sooooo yummy!!! everyday i eat nice food. uhhhh. i gained some more weight i think. don like :(

- friday midnight, we went to mcD. i drove. elly force, waaaaa. nw u jd my mummy ha?? ehehehehehe. im a good driver.. :) dn wory.

- i mish home. sooooo bad. mala jak. haissshh. love Tommy. love ? lust ? o.O >> speechless. :(

Recently

2009-04-09T23:26:00.000+08:00

Activity

~gila babi:: four test in a week.. (last week) two of them on Friday.

~fun:: went to belly dance class with changi. cannot la geng! cant stop laffing with her! LOL

~stress:: 3 final assignment and presentation in a row, last minute work. haha!

~tired:: din sleep well for two weeks. 1st week tests n 2nd week assignment.

~hungry:: love to go makan2 with elly. owez bring me to nice n cheap NON HALAL food in kuching!

~love:: miss & love Tommy :) merajuk with me. ehe

~family:: mummy miss me!! hehe. im too bz lately!
bob just got new job--> temporary math teacher in primary school. so cool!
brenda:: digantung skolah. haissss!! >>> not her fault neway.

~oh my!! :: final is just arround the corner!! 1 more week to go.

~campus:: people with attitude.. uh! uh!

~weekend life:: love to feel like home n church. :)

~health:: i get sick after test! hahaha. running nose till today. ouhhhh!

~class:: negenjen during presentation till lecturer ask me to keep quite. haha!!

~licia hour:: sleep at 5a.m! uhhhhhhhh

~moment:: im full with pangan now. yea!!

~enjoy:: fantasy.... ;)

~thinking of:: Family, home, Tommy, exam....

~random:: love my dragon.. haha

~now:: online!! :D

Sing Sing Sing!!

2009-03-30T17:31:00.000+08:00

Sing, sing, sing
And make music with the heavens
We will sing, sing, sing
Grateful that You hear us
When we shout your praise
Lift high the name of Jesus

What's not to love about You?
Heaven and earth adore You
Kings and kingdoms bow down
Son of God, You are the One
You are the one

You are the love that frees us
You are the light that leads us
Like a fire burning
Son of God, You are the one
You are the one we're living for

Sing, sing, sing
And make music with the heavens
We will sing, sing, sing
Grateful that You hear us
When we shout your praise
Lift high the name of Jesus

What's not to love about You?
Heaven and earth adore You
Kings and kingdoms bow down
Son of God, You are the One
You are the one we're living for

Sing, sing, sing
And make music with the heavens
We will sing, sing, sing
Grateful that You hear us
When we shout your praise
Lift high the name of Jesus

random**

2009-03-27T21:19:00.000+08:00

when Felicia Christy is quiet, something wrong somewhere. either sick, sad, mourning, feel down or....
ANGRY!!

i know how to get ANGRY also bha!!!
I'm VERY ANGRY now!
try me!

Earth hour

2009-03-27T13:37:00.000+08:00

ATTENTION FOR EARTH CITIZEN:

On March 28^th 2009, 8.30p.m till 9.30p.m (local time)

Please turn off your light as a vote for the earth and against the global warming. every single vote is counted. Poor earth... I'm sorry for not being a good citizen of yours. yet it's never too late. Together we switch off the light as vote for earth and together we take control of the future of our planet for future generation. :)

p/s: LIGHT+OFF=VOTE d EARTH

i miss Brenda Rachel

2009-03-26T20:38:00.000+08:00

♥ Read me Brenda ♥

my sis Brenda post a bulletin in fs, telling me that she miss me. too much missing me is it? uhhh..
Read me: I miss u too. like u miss me. i miss home. so much. every time i talk to you people, how i wish not to hang up the phone.

(May!! come faster! cant wait!!) every time i talk with Gwen she always mad at me and express her feeling that she miss me and want me to go to her IMMEDIATELY. soo cute!!!!!!!!!! i miss my family like HELL already!!!! my mummy just come back from K.L, make me more excited and can't wait to go home (NEW HANDBEG IS WAITING.... YEA!!!) May 11th its coming soon!

p/s: i ♥ my FAMILY

OMG!! im DYING

2009-03-26T20:25:00.000+08:00

Very Very IMPORTANT Things to do:

TestS:

IMD252---- 30th March
IMD251---- 01st April
IMD204---- 02nd April
IMD253---- o3rd April

AssignmentS:

IMD204---- 03rd April
IMD254---- 08th April
IMD251---- 09th April

**seriously OMG.. can i do this??

♥ me Yes ♥ me NOT

2009-03-25T17:23:00.000+08:00

Wondering.....

OMG! OMG! i cant belive i went for a visit to Chris (Tommy's sis) room last sunday (22 march o9)! wow? i really should wow myself. i never like this ley.. what's wrong with me.. hmmmm. i never ever do that before. (now u cant say its only u crazy bout me, i think i m too. OMG!) from the first place wonder how she think of me until now.. i still wondering. i know.. i know.. i talk too much.. too noisy.. too loud.. laugh a lot.. what's happening??!! OMG! ♥ me yes ♥ me NOT... please say ♥ me YES!! another prayer for me?? >>> worried. hmmmm...

♥ of student life

2009-03-25T17:17:00.000+08:00

Study.. assignment..Study.. assignment..

i feel stress oredy.. y ahh student like to do assignment last minute? including me. tried to change since forever but never be seriouse of it.. uhhhhhh.... hate it!! assignment and presentation n test all come in one.. OMG! OMG! im dying here!! my prayer not good enuff ehhh?? hehehehehe.. gonna be super2 bz dis few weeks like OMG! uhhhh... :( i need love n prayer.. uhhhhhhhh.. lots of it!! ♥

-for those who care-

2009-03-20T15:20:00.000+08:00

my LOVE will get you home

If you wander off too far, my love will get you home.

If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.

If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,

Get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.

Boy, my love will get you home.

If the bright lights blinds your eyes, my love will get you home.

If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home.

If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,

Get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.

Boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever feel ashame, my love will get you home.

If its only you to blame, my love will get you home.

If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,

Get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.

Boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,

Get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.

Boy, my love will get you home.

Boy, my love will get you home.

yea! my ♥ look like Tommy.

2009-03-19T17:09:00.000+08:00

YMing with my love bug :)

i LOVE u love bug. ♥
i MISS u.

-hugs n kisses-

Now I'm speechless,
over the egde just
Breathless,
I never thought
That I'd catch
This love bug again
Hopeless,
Head over heels,
In the moment,
I'd never thought
That I'd get hit by
This LOVE BUG again ♥

i feel like home :)

2009-03-19T15:14:00.000+08:00

with all my heart and soul.. i LOVE u. :)

I'm a family daughter. :)

*hugs!!

see.. another family daughter. :)

heavy like a wild boar. :p

it was taff.. at first i come here. now its getting better. i feel welcome. :) either in campus, class, Elly's place and even in Bethany. i still remember i cry so hard when i first come her.. maka ney da jaoh gilak miri to kuching. heee. Brenda la dat!! she cry first when i masok ruang menunggu ya... (actually my tears ujung tanduk juak.. hehe..) first time go away from family ooo... thats what happen to me. i wonder how la i get married later... heh. anyway, it make me LOVE my family more. and can't wait to go back and spend time them.

-i HEART you-
- mummy: for being a GREAT mummy for us.
-Bob: no brother like u. :)
-Brenda: sharing is caring = loving and understanding.

i miss home :(

2009-03-18T19:53:00.000+08:00

why i feel my mummy don't miss me so much lately? or it just my feeling... she get used already that i'm not always with them. wa... not a god sign. hurmmm..

the "incident" arround 11p.m. i msg my mummy.....

> mummy i miss home... i miss u.
she reply>> i noe. im sleepy. gd night.

i'm like "what??!" so, i try again....
>gd nyte mummy. i love u, i miss u.

I'm waiting...
and waiting..
she didn't reply me... :(

Festival Kayan Sarawak

2009-03-17T17:56:00.000+08:00

one of kayan cultural event held in Miri city last year.

among pure Kayan girl.. got two "LOST"... who ahh ?? (hehe)

i join it just for fun and because i was forced. i was FORCED!! can i make police report?? hehe.

during my semester break (november 2008), when im just arrive Miri.. my aunt was like. :"licia! join keligit for the festival kayan next week." i'm like,:" what?!! errrrrr... should i??" then my mummy so~oh happy and ask me to join. im like, ok... for my lovely mummy. i do it for her. i get busy for few days n find people to support me n whatsoever la~.. well, im very "kaku" a.k.a "STIFF" (haha) on stage. ew... like pondan.. haha. my make up oso like pondan(for me n pepe ct).. others...?? fuhh.... teh tebalest ur make up, the rasa kacak they feel they are.. but only some of them la. im kinda like blurr.. wasn't is suppose to be natural beauty?? i don say others la, me oso feel like so FAKE. well the best part is, i make new friend from the event.. one of the peserta, Melisa Cindhora :).. so cute!! hehe. since we the only kacukan kayan "sesat", we manage to get close with each other.. she so cute n not sombong:). i admit im not that FLUENT in kayan but i can speak wat.. its my daily langguage wat.. it just i "slow" a bit bha... same things with Melisa, she use english.. not so~good in kayan yet she understand. im proudly KAYAN ok people? after all, its a good event... make those who feel bad or down about their physical appearance confident with theirself.. personally i say its it's great. :)why i say so?? got reason la!! haha....

pick up line.. (my babe so lame. hehe)

2009-03-17T12:43:00.000+08:00

last few weeks, tacha n elly do smthng stupid wif their pick up lines n they even create some. so cute la! haha. so i tell my mr. love bug some of their pick up line. and he comes out wif his own pick up line whereby i dn even noe it was a pick up line. hahaha... XD

Mr. LB: my housemate tell me just nw. thief has broke into our house last nyte.!
>> OMG! r u seriouse? u din realize??
Mr. LB: ya. i din realize.
>> hw la? gt thngs missing? ur stuff gt stolen?
Mr. LB: ya..
>> OMG. wat is it??
Mr. LB: my heart.. :)
>> wat?!! OMG is dat ur pick up line? u so lame!! hahahaha
Mr. LB: ya. im so lame.. hehe

* dis is hw i remember it.. hahahaha. sory. i hv a volatile memory. :p

i really have a volatile memory.. hehe. :p

2009-03-17T12:20:00.001+08:00

when the first time i have my own hp, i choose d most easy no. to remember cz i noe, im bad in number n memorize smthng. when i change my no. to digi few years ago, it took 3 months for me to remember my new no... sound normal? hmm. i nvr remember my myspace passwords for few months so everytime i log in to my space, i will click d button "forget ur passwords?" then they will send msg to my yahoo account to send me my password. im very bad in remember smthng so i did it more than 10 times. hehe. nw, all my account, my email add, n all my passwords are automatically save everytime i on9 using my lappy so that i no need to remember my passwords.. hehe. clever ley.... :p
if someone ask for my phone no. nw... im confident n 100% will gv d wrong no. (i just did it last 2 weeks. hehe). even my ic no. take abt 2-3 years for me to remember.. haissshh. im verry bad in memorize n no... almost all of my accnt passwors are d same.. (oops! hehe). d only number i remember in my hp is only my mummy n daddy no., my brother old no., my aunty old no., house no., n 911? hehe.. im sorry babe.. i cant even remember my love one no. hehe.

* random 25 :)

2009-03-17T12:16:00.000+08:00

1. everyday is happy day :)

2. easily gt annoyed bt i slamber jer.. hehe

3. hate driving! (cz im nt a good driver. hehe..)

4. get scared everytime got car overtake me.. (cz i feel so small.. hehe.)

5. nvr go clubbing.. so wat?!! yea.. im proud of it! hehe.

6. full wif love..cz i love my family wif all my heart. n those who love me.. (hehe)

7. enjoy bein me, myself n i, like no others :)

8. talk too much smtm n i feel stupid yet cant help myself from doin it.. hehe

9. heart my besties... anywhere u r. :)

10. always homesick

11. very lame (haha!)

12. crazy>>> acccording to elly (hehe)

13. spend my weekends wif elly n fam (feel like home)

14. laugh out loud to d max!! yea!! haha. (cz im a loud speaker)

15. hv a very high pitch voice bt cant sing at all. >>>> elly say so..

16. trying my best not to say any snarl words.. hehe

17. easily gt fool by others>>>> esp. elly cz im easily trust sum1.. haha

18. fall in love wif "bethany ministries">>>> introduced by elly. (thnx! :p)

17. owez sleepy sleepy head in class.. (cz i bergayut eveynyte.. uhh. cant help myself)

18. trying to b d best bt nvr serious abt it.. hehehe

19. so hard yet so easy to fall in love.. hmmmmm.

20. believe in everythng i believe.. :)

21. love dance bt not a good dancer.. hahahaha

22. like to b arround wif those like me.. *wink2*

23. kinda shameless.. LOL

24. laff out loud in mv n my besties will try to cvr up my mouth.. hahahaha

25. determine myself to gv the bestfor my family. :)